I was first introduced to yoga in my early twenties, for me it started when I was suffering through a balance disorder health implication that forced me to slow down & find a way to move steadily & find a way to be stiller.
As a professional dancer & fitness fanatic at the time I found myself instantly drawn to the fluidity & continuous flow of Vinyasa yoga but then I was introduced to the excitement playful & dynamic strength of Rocket yoga & I thrived for my time on the mat. As I progressed in my practise I realised that the floaty, calm & positive uplifting sensation I felt post class was not just from the physical movement but the psychological, mindfulness & breath work woven into the class & realised I could take this beneficial feeling off of the mat & tap it into my everyday life.
I had begun to feel like life was one big competition as I spent my days being judged at auditions on what I looked like against others, scrutinised by aesthetics however much skill & talent I brought to the table it never felt like I was enough. I had lost self confidence, worth & fell out of love with myself. I had become bitter & jealous & even though the good moments were electric the bad were soul destroying.
Yoga allowed me to forget the look and connect deeper to the feeling, to be more thankful, to not judge or be jealous of others but appreciate how incredible people could move & be. And most importantly be kinder to myself. There is enough space in this world for all of us.
Yoga to me now is a work in not just a workout, it dives deeper than the physical layer.
As you practise more you allow yourself to peel away the outer layers to go inwards & gain access to the real inner self. This insight will allow you to flow more easily in day to day life.